Broke your heart

Yes, I broke your heart.
I remember when we started I promised I would never broke your heart. And I promised you a whole lot more. I promised you the world. But now I did. I did break your heart.

I don't want to be a bad person. Someone who could not keep promises, someone just go around and hurt others. Seems like over the years I could not keep my virtue. I protected myself and on the path I broke many rules.

I forgot what brought us together in the first place. Guess it doesn't matter anymore. At this time I know we are not going to get together. We are not getting along as we wished and it means we are ending this relationship.

You asked me if I ever loved you. I thought this can be a trick question. Is love supposed to be a forever present tense, or should love be like smoke that it existed and then it's not. At one point when we were happy and having fun, I felt the love. Now, I don't. So, I thought the answer was yes. But I am not sure. I could not feel love if it is not existing, I could not even tell if it happened, I am not a very calculated or rational person.

When love is not here now, knowing it was is not helping to make anyone happier. Not me, I'm sure.

.. Jane said.